it's raining outside now.can hear the pitter-patter of the raindrops as it hits the zinc roof outside my house.always think of sad stuff when it rains.and that mainly consists of thoughts of you.
xi huan ting ge,dong ren de ge
ta rang wo jue de ai shi dui de
i remember the days i met you.10102003.it wasn't the first time i met you,neither was it the first time i talked to you.but i guessed you touched my heart like no other can.we bonded almost immediately, but i guess you do with any other girl.i secretly got your number from daph's phone and i msged you during tuition.was so afraid that you wouldn't msg me back.but you did.we msged each other throughout the remaining of the day.i promised to do that silly favour for you, cos i thought it was a joke.i guessed i was wrong.
ying wei tou ru,suo yi fang qi
bu yuan zai bei tong xing
i felt blessed the next few days, i had a major crush on you.yet.i didn't know whether you were attached.i kepy my reserves,didn't want to say anything.i didn't know how you felt, didn't want to rush things.sunday night,it turned out to be your birthday.you made me sing you a birthday song over the phone, and my brother heard everything.he wanted me to make you say 'i love you' in dutch.you refused and my heart broke just that little bit.that night,we talked until five plus.i listened to everything you had to say, just like you listened to everything i said.that night,i told you everything about me,and i made you tell me everything about you.that night, you told me 'ik hou van jou' - i love you in dutch.
bu xiang rang xing qing, bei xian shi da bai
gu dan de xiang xiang, ji mo de tao wang
the next day, i was in my grandma's house.couldn't stand the things that were going on in there, so i just left, telling my mum i was going to jiayi's house.i msged you, asking you whether we could meet.you took a while to answer and i was so afraid that you would say no.but i still met you.we went to the playground near your friend's house so that we could discuss the favour i owed you.we waited for a really long while before your friend came home.so we talked and talked.and from that moment on, i really loved you.i admitted that i never kissed anybody before,and you looked realy shocked.you said that my first kiss should be left to somebody who was really special and i agreed.when your friend came,we went to his house and hanged out for a while.den i walked you to your bus stop and then i went home.felt really bittersweet.while i walked home,i realised we never made any plans for the following days.i wanted to just let it be.
yong tao bi, rang gan qing fan cuo.
den i met you in town.i passed you a letter that had what i really felt written in it.i felt really dumb after i passed it to you, so i msged you to tell you not to read the letter.but you already read it.we left it hanging.i didn't wanna push it further and you didn't want to talk about it.we continued conversing on msn just as friends, but in a different dimension.i was carrying out your favour in the meantime,and i felt really sick doing it.one night, you msged me and asked me to be your gf.i was really tired of everything that was going on and i told you to stop lying to me.you said you weren't but i told you i needed time to consider.i msged you the next day to tell you that i accepted, but you didn't reply me.so i thought, just forget it.i didn't wanna talk to you, i didn't wanna have any contact with you.but as the days went by, i missed you terribly.
wo bu yao jiang ni duo bang zu yi miao.
we just went our own ways.there was once when i asked you out.guess there was some form of miscommunication or something.but i ended up waiting in our playground for 3 hours.and you didn't turn up.it was fine with me.though i missed you life crazy.things just blew up in our faces.i got pissed that you didn't tell me what to do with the favour that i owed you,you just let it drag on and on.i guess my anger just overrode whatever feelings i had for you.when everything just got jumbled,my emotions got mixed up in the process.i didn't want to like you,i didn't want to know you.but i did.
xian li kia, xiang duo qi lai.
xin le de qi dai,zong shi tian bu man.
i guess everything got really mixed up.but it still doesn't compromise the fact that i still love you.and they say time heals all wounds.but i guess.the wound you caused is gonna take i really long time.
ik hou van jou.
hai shi hai ba ye shen ren jing shi hou xiang qi ni
hai shi hai babu jing yi de ting jian ni de xiao xi
ran er dang ai zuo hou de chu kou shi fen li
wo hui zhe me xiang xing
zou xia qu
